Today no matter how I tried, I can't shake off the desolate feeling that I can fall in easily when I think of my circumstances. My armour of motivation quotes nor my shield of optimism succeeded in deflating the melancholia that set in like a chilly morning mist around the mountains. Despite my best efforts, I think I shall be like this for the remainder of the day.
Maybe because I have come very close only to fail again. It's hard and today I lost to Despair. Tomorrow I will try again.
There was a time prior to a war (yes, I am still playing that war game), the guys asked me to show them a sexy picture of me in a bunny suit to give them motivation. It will help them fight and win the war etc etc...so in the end, I relented and I said I'll show them a picture of me in a cute bunny suit. So ta-da!