Today no matter how I tried, I can't shake off the desolate feeling that I can fall in easily when I think of my circumstances. My armour of motivation quotes nor my shield of optimism succeeded in deflating the melancholia that set in like a chilly morning mist around the mountains. Despite my best efforts, I think I shall be like this for the remainder of the day.
Maybe because I have come very close only to fail again. It's hard and today I lost to Despair. Tomorrow I will try again.